Father's Love

Last night and today have not been good. I am just not feeling up to par - physically okay, but emotionally just blah and out of sorts. Even when around friends - it does not seem like we are connecting. I seem to be on the outside looking in at all transactions or communications that are taking place - not really a part of it - not really fitting in or connecting with anyone else. The solution? Not sure, but coming home after being gone for awhile - I find Miss Cleo here. She is always loving and wants some attention. She wants held, to snuggle, and to be petted. Her motor just purrs away. After a short period of time, she is ready to get down and play. She races from couch to chair to table. She chases her toys. She runs over by the door then back to where I am sitting at the computer. She is such a joy. I know that she seems oblivious to what I am doing, but know that as soon as I get up to leave - she will follow me. She will be right there to make sure I am not alone.
When everyone seems so distant and far away, when I am feeling like a LONER with no connection to anyone on this earth. When I feel like no one cares - I can look at this kitten (a gift from God) and know that I am NOT alone. I am cared for by my heavenly Father. I am loved and will continue to be loved. Miss Cleo may be just a kitten, but she helps me to see and feel the Father's love for me. I praise God and thank Him often for bringing me a small furry bundle of love and joy.